Sol Power at Jimmy Valentine’s, Sat. 2/18
2 days ago


Its been almost a month since Michael Jackson passed and I finally started to listen to some other music. Three whole weeks, all I listened to, was his music. It will be a long time before we have another person that will so deeply impact the world. He was a King, that was God Like, as Xerxes was, and had flamboyance and musical wizardry, like a Mozart of Our Time. I recorded this mix with Mike on my mind, not really a dedication to Him, but it does pay my respects to the Man. I used samples of the poem Queen Latifah read at MJ's Memorial. Written by Maya Angelou entitled "We Had Him". Here it is in its entirety.
On Thursday June 25th, 2009 Our King Left Us. Its June 29th and I still can't stop crying. I know it seems ridiculous to be so upset at the misfortune of a celebrity, but a piece of my life died with the King. He was more than a pop star to me, he was family. I spent more time with him than anyone else in my life. He was always there when I needed someone. The media destroyed him and it makes me think... the media is fueled by the general public, so if they are feeding us all the King's Life Drama, it is because people want it. The same people that laugh at his different lifestyle, and yearn for more degrading news, are the same people that dance to the Kings music, and are upset that he is dead. All of the hypocritical bastards that love to let it bleed can kiss my hairy ass crack! YOU KILLED MY KING! I'm too upset right now to write about the million things that I need to say about the man that inspired my love of music, which is the inspiration of my life. My King is Free Now! I needed to express my feelings the best way I could, so I dedicated a 5 hour set to the best thing that ever happened to music, Michael Jackson! On Friday June 26th I recorded My Soul. Here is a copy of that live Tribute. When I can maintain my composure I will write deeper on my feelings of this momentous and unbearable loss.
Its July 1st Now, and I can write a Lil more now. NBC News came out to support me on Friday during my set. They did a live segment while I spun. When I get a copy of the telecast I'll post it. The Camera man Pissed me Off Though! He had the nerve to say "When I turn the cameras on, make sure you have a really popular track playing in the background". I said hell no man, that ain't me Bro. You are talking to a true fan, not just some Asshole that only knows Thriller. so to spite him, i played a track instead called "Tabloid Junkie" Which basically says FUCK THE MEDIA! And That's What Mike would have wanted. The media portrayed him as A demon just to get some money. But just because he is a Musical Savant and is a lil different doesn't mean he needs to be ridiculed. Everyone's family has issues, so before you yell "Witch Craft!", go take a look at yourself and see how Fucked in the head you are. Another thing that Pissed me off was later in the night. Some dumb ass bitch comes up to the booth and says, "Aren't You Gonna Play Any Michael Jackson?" I almost stabbed her Fuckin Bitch Ass! I had been playing nothing but Michael, but she only knew the major Billboard Hits. Its those oblivious people that are destroying our music scene and are spoon fed whatever the media gives them. Earlier that week, she was probably talking shit and laughing about Mike! Now all of a sudden she loves him, but doesn't even know his music. I still have much to say, but gotta chill for a minute again...
Its July 3rd Now, and I think this will be my final statements on My overwhelming sorrow, over the loss of my King. It has been a week and a day since the news spread like wild Fire.I still get teary eyed daily, and I can not stop listening to Mike's Music. He was my hero, and I never once gave it any thought that he was a monster. I was up til 6am last night, watching his videos on YouTube, and I started watching the interview with Martin Bashir called "Living With Michael Jackson" It is a very deep Bio, but Martin is trying to Demonize, Michael. Anyone with a Soul can see that Mike was one of the most Kind Hearted, Shy, Abused, eccentric, Wonderful, Beautiful, Caring Human Beings you could ask for. He was judged just because he was different. (His death must finally be settling in my mind, cause I just stared referring to him in Past Tense) Everyone that adored him and followed him, hounding him with pictures and never giving him a moment of freedom, and treated him like an object rather than a human, turned him into a sheltered, Scared, lonely man. The only people that did not judge him were kids. You see footage of him with children and they all look up to him, and treat him as a friend. they talk to him about normal stuff, not fainting and crying, and begging for autographs and photos. He was an inspiration to all of us, and we should be following his example instead of burning him at the stake. I slept in the same bed as my father til I was a teenager because i loved him. There was no sexual foul play. Same with MJ, he slept on the floor and had sleep overs, like we all did when we were young. He never had a chance to be young so he never really grew up. there are many people like him, that are adults, but act really immature for their age. My King was just an extreme case. And then people ask why he never hooked up with girls. I think its because he had women throwing themselves at him since he was 9. I always thought girls were Gross until I was a teenager, but if Mike never really grew up mentally, than he still had the mindset of a child. Believe me, I can go on and on forever, and I have many more things to say, but you need to realize that throughout history, the people at the top, and the people that are the most loving, suffer terrible judgements by people whose hearts are filled with Hate, and can not understand the concept of Pure Unconditional Love.
I thought I was finished writing, but today (June 7th, 2009) was Michael Jackson's Final Farewell. I watched the memorial at my Grandma's house with my cousin, her husband and 2 kids. We were soggy eyed the whole time. But one of my lil baby cousins, named Michael had me thinking... I was bouncing this adorable 2 year old up and down on my knee, while fighting back a tsunami of grief, and I thought that life is so precious. Here I am with this amazing child named Michael that is so full of life and happiness, and making me cheer up with his curiosity and laughter. But deep inside I am crushed by the outcome of another Michael. I guess it is the never ending, unpredictable, inevitable cycle of life. With the tragedy of one loss, comes the wonder and splendor of a new life. I am still having trouble coping with the loss of my inspiration. There were many things in the memorial that touched me. Queen Latifah spoke eloquently, reading a poem by Maya Angelou, and it was special to me that she was there, because the first concert I ever went to was Queen Latifah. I am only 27 so My introduction to Michael Jackson was in the 90's, but he still had a strong impact and influence on a 9 year old boy in 1991. I was so excited when i got my first CD Player, and the first two CD's I bought were Michael Jackson's Dangerous, And Mariah Carey's Self Titled First Album. So it was a tear jerker to see her on stage re-united with Trey Lorenz. I could tell by the flutter in her voice that she was fighting back the emotions. (No Pun intended) When My mom gave me her old record player, I was so excited that I ran out of the house and bought 2 used records. MJ's Thriller and Bad. I must have played them all day for at least 2 years at full volume, until the speakers blew on the Hi-Fi and my dad tossed it while I was at school, so I couldn't fight his decision. Today at the memorial Al Sharpton made me weep! What he said to his children almost had me pass out. Magnificent! Nuff Said! Smokey was handsome and genuine, with true class. Magic Johnson was wonderful and down to earth! John Mayer did not even need to say a word. He spoke clearer than the deepest poet, with his instrumental version of Human Nature. I used to hate the "Free Willy Song" growing up because it was over played, and the movie sucked Ass! But Jennifer Hudson did a beautiful job of making me appreciate "Will You be There" the way I did when I first heard it. Of course Stevie Wonder was amazing, he did two songs that you would not have expected, showing that his love goes deeper than the top 40 pop hits. Usher laid his hand on the casket and blessed Michael with "Gone Too Soon". Berry Gordy was great, and tried to keep the spirit of celebration, instead of Sorrow. Lionel Richie had his beautiful gospel song, and my eyes were pouring like a faucet when they brought Mike in, and the Choir was singing the spiritual in the beginning of the ceremony. Jermaine was strong enough to sing Mike's favorite song from Charlie Chaplin called "Smile", while Brooke Shields was crumbling during her speech. Dr. Martin Luther King's kids had a very touching speech, and Michael's daughter spoke briefly, but Marlon touched me the most. He was very close to Mike cause they are similar in age, and he said that with his passing, Michael can now be left alone. The press and media can no longer harass and torment him. There were so many more moments that had my heart stop, and sent a chill down my body, as the love and support of Mike and his family flooded in, and surrounded the world. It will be many years before I can look back on this time with a smile. I know that it should be a celebration of life and all, but I miss him so much. A large piece of my soul died on June 25th, 2009. I have been so deeply impacted by a man that never even knew I existed, but I do know that he would have treated me like a human being and a friend. With my undying respect and admiration, may my brother Michael finally be at Peace.
My man Allen Hurrt was inspired by my mix so he made me a cover, which is what you see at the top. Thank you for that Bro, it means a lot to me.
